R.I.P DADDY 8/24/07

TODAY IS THE 1YR MARKER FOR MY DADS DEATH FOR THOSE
WHO DONT KNOW. UMM ITS KINDA HARD WRITING B/C MY HANDS
ARE SHAKING AND I AM CRYING. I CANT BEILIVE THAT IT HAS BEEN
A YEAR ALREADY. I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST FOUND OUT. IT WAS A
FRIDAY AND I JUST GOT HOME FROM SCHOOL. AND MY MOM WAS CRYING. SHE AND MY STEP DAD SAT ME AND KATIE DOWN AT THE
TABLE. THEN SHE TOLD US. FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW HE DIED
OF A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK. I REMEMBER MY LITTLE SISTER ALMOST
PAST OUT. SEE SHE WAS CLOSER TO HIM THEN I WAS. WHICH I REGRET.
ME AND MY DAD HAD OUR PROBLEMS BUT I STILL LOVE HIM WITH ALL
MY HEART. I USED TO HATE HIM AND LAST SUMMER I STARTED TALKING
TO HIM AND GOING BACK OVER TO HIS HOUSE. AND NOW HE IS GONE.
I REMEBER THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM. I HAD TO BABYSIT AND I WAS
WAITING FOR THE PEOPLE TO COME PICK ME UP. MY DAD AND LITTLE
SIS WENT TO MY DADS FRIENDS HOUSE A BLOCK AWAY. WELL MY DAD
CAME BACK TO TELL ME GOODBYE JUST INCAESE I WAS GONE WHEN
HE CAM BACK. WHICH I WAS. AND I GOT MAD AT HIM B/C HE
INTERUPTED ME DURING A MOVIE. WHICH TURNED OUT TO BE GAY. HE MADE ME A T.V. DINNER AND I SAID LOVE YOUTO HIM. AND THEN HE SAID LOVE YOU BYE. I WILL SEE U LATER. AND THOSE WERE
THE LAST WORDS AND THE LAST TIME I EVER SAW HIM. SO THIS IS FOR
YOU DADDY I AM AND WILL ALWAYS BE YOU LITTLE DADDY'S GIRL!
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND I WISH YOU WERE BACK HERE WITH ME

YOUR OLDEST DAUGHTER,
JESSICA LYNN PARNELL

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