♥nothing personal♥

TODAY IS THE 1YR MARKER FOR MY DADS DEATH FOR THOSE
WHO DONT KNOW. UMM ITS  KINDA HARD WRITING B/C MY HANDS
ARE SHAKING AND  I AM CRYING. I CANT BEILIVE  THAT IT HAS BEEN
A YEAR ALREADY. I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST FOUND OUT. IT WAS A
FRIDAY AND I JUST GOT HOME FROM SCHOOL. AND  MY  MOM WAS CRYING. SHE AND MY STEP DAD SAT ME AND KATIE DOWN AT THE
TABLE. THEN SHE TOLD US. FOR THOSE  WHO DONT KNOW HE  DIED
OF A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK. I REMEMBER MY LITTLE SISTER ALMOST
PAST OUT. SEE SHE WAS CLOSER TO HIM THEN I WAS. WHICH I REGRET.
ME AND MY DAD HAD OUR PROBLEMS  BUT  I STILL LOVE HIM WITH ALL
MY HEART. I USED TO HATE HIM AND LAST SUMMER I STARTED TALKING
TO HIM AND GOING BACK OVER TO HIS HOUSE. AND NOW HE IS GONE.
I REMEBER THE LAST  TIME I SAW HIM. I HAD TO BABYSIT AND  I WAS
WAITING FOR THE PEOPLE TO COME PICK ME  UP. MY DAD AND LITTLE
SIS WENT  TO MY DADS FRIENDS  HOUSE A  BLOCK AWAY. WELL MY DAD
CAME BACK TO TELL ME GOODBYE JUST INCAESE I WAS GONE WHEN
HE CAM BACK. WHICH I WAS. AND  I GOT MAD AT HIM B/C HE
INTERUPTED ME  DURING A MOVIE. WHICH TURNED OUT TO BE GAY. HE MADE  ME  A T.V. DINNER AND  I SAID LOVE YOUTO HIM. AND THEN HE SAID LOVE YOU BYE. I WILL SEE U LATER. AND THOSE WERE
THE LAST WORDS AND THE LAST TIME I EVER SAW HIM. SO THIS IS FOR
YOU DADDY I AM AND  WILL ALWAYS BE YOU LITTLE DADDY'S GIRL!
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND I WISH YOU WERE BACK HERE WITH ME

                                   YOUR OLDEST DAUGHTER,
                                                       JESSICA LYNN PARNELL